Thursday, May 15, 2008

Random thoughts

Today, I understand how it feels to be lonely in the midst of a crowd… People all around you, chaos all over... but you fail to identify those voices that really matter to you... you go behind the voices that everyone hears, but the ones that really care for you are far behind... what the heck, there might not even be a voice at all...

and this is the toughest part - to identify those who love you. Spend time with them, love them, care for them. In the long run, you'll be happy for yourself. After all, you didn't waste time on people for whom you were just another guy. What an idiot I was...
These kinda things do happen to me quite often, and they do hurt a lot. But over the last couple of years I'd imagined myself to have gotten over it. What a folly!!

maybe better times lie ahead ;)

I hope so...